Its time to release a little frustration. . Do some mental cleansing thru the art of Poetik Meditation. .giving you a look thru the lenses of my Cranium. . Showing you what makes my heart colder than Steel and mind stronger than Titanium. . Stuck in the Trenches of decisions. . Collisions between me and the woman i call mother. . Confused at the way she pushes me out but at the same time smothers. . Trying to uncover the mind frame of being a lover of just one other has proven to be harder and harder as the days grow longer. . Lifetime supply of steroids yeah time makes me stronger. .freedom from the current and acceptance into something different is what i hunger. .for. . Me myself and I . . With neither one of those being call a "normal guy". . Rated and label by the Fiction of a Fable. .breed to think i have the live up to the standards of a hater. .but grew to know that the focus on myself over others should be greater. .Cater to Me and not the wants of another. . Confession I Love her. . But we shall like that her remain name less. . Just know she's the only her that the ability to tame this. . Internal Beast on the rise like yeast. .at least i know where i my problems live . So I'll know the exactly area where i can solve them is. .I won't father kids as long as my father lives. .cause i don't wanna expose then to anything that the father of their father did. . Can't compare my life to Jesus's but some i feel so sperm donor less. . But at least his father was there for all eternally . .the struggles inner burning me. .life is like a lottery. . God rolled the dice of life with me. . Trick dice to top the irony. .so many wrinkles in my path not even grandma could iron me. . Speaking of that lady i miss her with every part of me. . Cause she's the reason that all those parts of me are why you call me, me. .to be continued!
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