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All we have are the good morning text and the late night talks. . How I long for a goodbye kiss and the mid-day walks. . Hours of conversation don't begin to compare to just seconds in your presence. .What I wouldn't do for a session of caressing And I love all the pictures I receive that timeline your day but just one photograph of us would be something I could cherish for the rest of my days. . When I say I miss you, I do miss you. . But can I really miss you if I'm never really with you? Words can only do so much but You can read my actions like a scripture. . If I only had one wish I'd have here in a instance, but until then I guess. . I'll just love you from a Distance

MY P.S.A (PERSONAL SITUATION ANALYZED)

So I guess "You are what you eat!" applies more to life than we think. . If you are fed lies are your life then most likely your going to live a life of lies. . So with us living in a generation of broken homes. . Bad father figures. . Etc. Wouldn't that making it harder on the males to actually be a "Man"? I've learn from my life experiences that can't let the factors in life that i have no control over have control over my life. . I learned it late in the game but a 4th quarter comeback is better than no comeback at all. . I've come to realize also that a man is going to be a man. . His own man yet the man his environment molded him to be. . Friend of mine called me on my Shit. . I've said it plenty times but never thought about if I was practicing what I’d been preaching. . "You attract what you present" . . I have made many statements "complaining" about the ways and the thought pattern of a woman. . When I should have checked myself on the same things i spoke on

So Now I guess if I looked passed the ass I would see the class and everything I every wanted... needed to make things last.. eyes so cute but is her mind acute.. Sharp, intelligent, and quick with wits.. or is she just a sexy slim with nice tits.. so yes I have overlooked the good willed one for the good looking one.. Who hasn't? It’s just a mistake made and a lesson learned.. Respect, trust, and love is earned.. so I need to be.. and I am prepared to put in work & not try to work my way into her skirt..
I was told that I’m just like other guys.. I simply reply not I; don't take my word for it. . let my actions show for me. So you can see just what I’m all about.. so the question I ask is this.. How is my presentation?. . Does it keep your attention?.. What does my first impression say to you? Is it lasting.. or are you wondering how long is this going to last...I can only be the BEST MAN I know how to be.. although there is always room for improvement.. Now I must ask myself….. If nobody notices my problems will they ever be solved??

PSA

So. . Yeah i've just come to the conclusion that all the good women are gone. . Don't ever leave home. . Or maybe just dumb. .
She'll ask for something different but when different appears she flat foot overlooks it based on the thoughts of her friends. .
Although its her happiness not theirs in the end, and she just ends up all alone back with her friends in the end. .
When will the trend of this end. . We lookin for the Real Women. .Yall yellin drought of Real Men. If you search google for a "NIGGA" thats the result you recieve so apply that search bar to life and look for "The man that i need" or "The man just for me". .
But you must redefine ya self before the search can proceed. . You attract what you present. So be Lady like please. .Cross ya legs at ya knees. Make a Man put in work. . Nobody wants it wit ease. . Cause if it was easy for me, then it was easy for him. .
Good Women heed what i'm sayin, cause you know its the truth. .
You say you lookin for love but you only lookin in coops. . Or niggas Ralph Laurened out from the hat to the boots. . Love is far materialistic. . Come on we gotta be realistic. . Money's the root of all evil so you loving the Devil in Ed Hardy. . Don't get me wrong i never said We Good Men couldn't Swagg out but don't just wanna be wit a dude because he pop his trunk pullin bags out. .
The Nice Guy's always last out because he ain cursin you women out. . Don't mind takin yo ass out, show you a good time . . You want somebody raisein they hand up. . Destroyin yo fuckin mind. . You know "don't give yo heart to the one that actually wants to spend quality time". . I could speak on this all day but it would be a waste of God Given time. .
Just call me when you want some real. . Nah just keep ya number, i'll just give you mine

MisMysterious

You say your MisUnderstood but to me your just….
Ms. Mysterious..
Ma’m i hope you reading this
The things you do Intriege.. Have me at the edge of my seat like “I ain missin this!”
It’s something about you that keeps me wanting more
your so far from easy that its getting harder and harder to let you go
i’m down for a challenge but i ain aiming for below
i’m focused top left… you know the center of blood flow

You say your MisUnderstood but to me your just….
Mz. Mysterious..
I know your sick of hearing this but
I’m different from the others.. not ya ordinary lover
I’m the type you’d take to Mother..i’ll click with daddy and ya brothers
I’m the type to shower you wit flowers.. call you after hours..
and I ain gotta mess up and need to kiss up before i pick the phone up
just to see how you doin..whats on your mind is what i wanna know

You say your MisUnderstood but to me your just….
Miss Mysterious…
Ma I KNOW you gon be feeling this
I haven’t had time to tell you .. so i just made a list
and it reads as Follows: your smiles magically “attractive” i swear you “bewitching” i’m poetic and your “angelic” so “elegant” with a body so “enticing”
Intelligence so fascinatingg Your future seems so glamorous i’m hopin it includes me cause your presence and your voice in my ear oh so “lovely”
such a “sweet” something breath”taking” and so “tempting” in Mind Body and Soul you “beautiful”
not just “good-looking” close to “ravishing” and your so “stunning” thats your “pulchritudinous”.. so ridiculous. that wasnt even in my vocab but i looked it up JUST for this occasion!

You say your MisUnderstood but to me your just….
MisMysterious
This section is for all the future Mysteries you will present me with
all the clues you will or will not include..
This section is for all the Questions i have for you that will be halfway answered verbally
and fully expressed thru your actions..
This section is……
The Mystery continues

You Made A Brotha Fall Hard

Damn Ma...you made a brother fall
Harder, faster than I can ever recall

You know that day I held your hand
I felt a connection so strong
Thinking tough before I spoke
Didn’t say anything wrong

Early morning, mid day, late night
Anytime that you call
No matter what your reason
I’m bound to run to the phone

Homies say that I’m sprung
I’ve just been searching so long
Now that I’ve found me a angel
Sorry God but, I can’t let her go home

My attention’s all gone because it’s focused on you. . Writing poem after poem my inspiration is you

from the word that you speak
To your pretty little peepers
From the smile on your face
To your choice in style of sneakers

It’s all the small things
That you do and you say
Like I how I know that you’re flirting
When you fiddle your hair

Can’t help but Love it, the way you make me feel anytime that you’re near... & when you leave the thought of you remains so you’ll always be here

So here I stand as a man.
To request for a chance

Not to put a ring on your hand
But to show you a Man

I couldn’t look in your eyes
And find the the courage inside
To recite what I write
So I wrote you just scribe

No need to reply just read it,
my feelings are listed inside!

Smile

First off. I want to thank god for giving 32 reasons to call you beautiful and hiding then behind your face. . From your incisors to your divine canines, all the way back to the possibility of wisdom. . I love your smile and every tooth that’s used to form it. . Especially that sweet tooth that gave you the taste for this chocolate. . Pearly whites. . What a great topic. . A smile can tell you so much. . From the face of a ecstatic fanatic to the face of a proud parent. . The smile has to be the best invented action of emotion on the planet. Its even the difference of her loving your touch and "your touching too much" . . The grin on a child's face on their very first Christmas, i don't remember mine so I can't wait until the day I get to witness. . A smile in its self says a million plus words. . So paired with a picture, a poem, or a verse. . It has to be the most valuable priceless possession on earth. .